Why did I stop looking for UFOs?

Since my twenties I have been studying the UFO phenomenon, not only am I a student of the subject, but I have also witnessed it, and not once, several times. I have no doubt that what I saw corresponds to what thousands of people have seen over the decades, even centuries. I am sure that the presence of non-human intelligences has always accompanied us and, most likely, our history is closely linked to their existence. I said it in my book " The Other Reality " and I maintain it, we are not alone, and we never have been; It is enough to understand that mathematically it is impossible that millions of civilizations like ours do not exist in the Universe, and that the insurmountable distances that separate us from them are only a simple technicality for intelligences that require thousands of years of scientific progress. However, after years of reading stories of encounters with extraterrestrials, I come to the conclusion that their inconsistencies are insoluble, their permanence inexplicable and their main role laughable. While they should be the theme par excellence, they are the mockery of every unbeliever who thinks, without knowing it, that they are a farce; And they are right, the inconsistency and shyness of these interplanetary travelers are disappointing. However, this is not why I decided to leave the issue in favor of peace; If I did so, it is because I understood that this phenomenon is irremediably linked to another phenomenology that surrounds it and defines it irremediably; perception and consciousness. THE UFO phenomenon uses our thoughts to become present and couples itself with our beliefs to be tolerated. From this point of view, this phenomenon can present itself as everything we believe in and is comparable to any other supernatural phenomenon. To understand the UFO phenomenon, one must go deeper into the human psyche; record objects that shine in the sky, lights that appear and disappear, impossible shapes in the fields, sounds that predict the end of the world; they only prove how infinitely manipulable perception and consciousness are. After thirty years of arduous research, I can say that the UFO phenomenon is more a product of what we believe than something that comes from the ends of the universe. There are no lies or bad faith, the thousands of witnesses who say that we saw a UFO, or that we boarded a ship, or that we recorded a non-terrestrial being, are not lying; the experience was real, but only in the imagination of those who witnessed it . It is not that they invented it or that they hallucinated, simply something, in its context of reality, could have caused it in a very personal way. There are many encounters with supernatural entities, where communication occurs only between the person contacted and an entity invisible to all. Far from the name we want to give it, there is a will that wants to be present in our reality, and influence our decisions, for better or for worse. This entity, which surely resides in a "beyond" of our consciousness, can present itself as energetic or material, ethereal or coherent, desired or feared; depending on the type of interaction that suits them. To put it simply, it is not what you see, it is the process that makes it visible. This bridge that translates invisible energy into tangible reality can be susceptible to manipulation, and if so, investigating UFOs, ghosts or miracles is like segmenting a plot that bears the same fruits. Let us first see what is the link that connects our consciousness to reality, and we will immediately respond to all these types of phenomenologies that are today called supernatural. We can't investigate aliens if we don't even know if there is a Universe to study.